just had an awesome breakfast manns
went wit me sis and mumsy
to what we called: the oldd markett
but the food there is absolutely fabulous-
every single bit of greasy-but-good-food
(except cantonese zhu rou zhou! *yumyums)
lovingly and tenderly prepared. ^^

my sis is watching me like a hawk here
*she says: youbetiam ^^
both of us are like the undeniable champs
of sista bloggerism manns
now my youngest sister is joining in too
*she says: you bian tai woman ^^
we aree zee HAN SISTAS!!!

okok i just want to pray for my
sore throat to HEAL forever and ever
and that God will be watching over us-
yi lu shun feng!

yeass manns *stonedfromsomuchgoodfood =)

adopt your own virtual pet!

yayys i got my own panda!!

kudos to elien who helped me fix this!! ^^

close your eyes, little girl-
seenoevil.

cheers to tingle-
i really have got to get a grip on myself.
thank you for healing me today Lord
i feelsomuchbetter already =)
really loved talking to you today...
thank you for drawing my illness out
of me and turning it into-
seven doves.
1 white talking mynah
and silver sparkles.

i do love magic. ^^
thank you for sending an angel to look after
me- twas like spiritual chicken broth.
thank you Jesus and Holy Spirit-
for listening to my incessant talk and prayers.

praying for faith, Lord.
Faith in so many things. ^^
Amen.

vioL's quest of total world domination-
Level 3.
wahahahas-
this was what i was thinking
of when i thought about the phrase:
rising to another level with God.
kinda hit me then: it sounds just like a
video game!! =)
gg back to my books now-
today i read about a psychologist's view
on: A mind of its own.
It was about how the human brain
actually functions sorta by itself, so tt its
not really reliable sometimes.

like it can be:
Lynn, i loved your work, but i think that
more improvements can be made...

but of course, you would only hear:
Lynn, i loved your work.

cuz ur brain filtered the rest out!!!!
of course i m speaking with an analogy-
your brain is a lot more subtle than tt.

hoping to go nyjc science-
tts my first choice for PAE!!

got a sorethroat cuz i kept singing today-
sniffs
it feels like this unquenchable piece
of my throat is on fire...
dear Lord i pray for
your almighty healing powers- little vioL
was only singing wonderful church songs... ^^
oh yeahhs i am now strong in my belief
tt God truly has a sense of humour..
only it is the good sort... i started smiling to
myself soon after it happened..
i think sometimes God is this really great
daddy who would do all sorts of things to
make his children smile...give bear hugs...
listen to them talk for hours...yeaass =)

and then i finally wrote in my private diary!!
after so many months!
yes i have a secret diary...
this blog is really only a validation of my
opinions and thoughts-
but the good stuff, and the really DEEP stuff
i shall teasingly hint-
goes in to my secret diary.

muahahahaahahas!

waHAHAHAHAs!
i finally bought eliz to church -
YES I DID!!
looking back, i m kinda wondering where
i found all that positive energy to sustain
myself so well, but ahh wells,
it must be God no?
in the morning, went jogging
with my dad for about an hour together-
first time i have never felt so tired whilst
running, turns out u have to use your
mouth muscles as well =)
good thing my dad is a good listener,
cuz i was yakking non stop- sorta like
totto-chan and her school principle ^^

next i cleaned up my entire room
i feel so proud of myself- ^^
packed out some really old photographs
cuz basically my room used to be a
storeroom-
so the family's junk becomes my junk too-
then i brought my sister to CHURCH!!!

i ll just soak in the facts of this realisation
for a moment-
Churh was fantastic- i was dreaming...
BIG ^^
then again, another surprise came.
eliz pierced her ears again!!
i thought she wouldn ever again after her
first two ear holes closed-
she started laughing after the first *SNAP*
of the ear piercing- though it had a slightly
maniacal edge and crazed tone
but yes- now i can buy her earrings!!! =D

then i went to my grandma's for dinner
missed my little cousins so much
we played wit firecracker-
then we climbed onto the very steep hill patch
opp. my grandma's and just sorta sat there
looking at the clouds *no stars =P
while i clutched onto the grass from slipping-
my younger cousins had no problem sitting
but being twice as heavy and bigger too-
i had to do all i could from slipping of the edge of the
grass patch...off a 2 metre high stone wall...
and onto the stone cold concrete floor below
it didnt help that the only way to go up and come down
was by this very big, slimy, wet open drain
with a one metre wide width hahahas
then we had dinner and dessert-
nobody can cook like my two grandmas ^^
they can cook all the same dishes everytime-
but i can never never get sick of it =)
and that ended my pretty hectic day yest-
and begun a new one today =)

rise and shine fellow homosapiens!! ^^

truly, this could just have been one of
the best days of my life.
*sighs blissfully.
my feet are screaming
and i just spent a good SEVEN hours with ange
shopping like crazed girls *which, we actually were
and about two solid hours of
wholesome cg praise and worship
which i shall describe as fully and elaborately as
i can to all my attentive readers now ^^

It was a early, beautiful sunny day,
and as bursts of scented flowers on treetops scattered,
carpeting the earth in a shade of delicate purple-
two gorgeous young ladies in matching
white tees and denim shorts
stepped out in sychronization of the no. 61 bus, and
into the bustling streets of
bugis street, ready to carpe diem! *seize da day!

*are you ready? said no. 1.
*lets do it. said no 2 with a smile.

muahahahahahas

highlights and summaries:
1. met iris , yihui and rev shopping too! ^^
2. ate at le delifrance, crispy chicken vienna pizza
and chocolant fondant with vanilla.
somehow this lasted the whole day, it was so good!
3. shopped at bugis street, checked out girl stuff =)
4. then in bugis centre.
5. saw rows and rows and rows of shoes
6. went to og, and very funny incident happened.
it involved a not-ugly young stranger, and thoughts
of stalker! among two adorable ladies.
7. shopped some more, and fee called.
8. persistence of fee led to gg cg for two hours-
9. pure unadulterated praising and talks of faith.
found out that fee looks good with blonde hair,
and that i had fun!! *swoons in presence of God ^^
10. went shopping again with ange and bought
two black t-shirts
one pair of earrings
one lemon drink
one jasmine bubble tea
11. saw rows and rows and rows of wedges
and the stuff you put on your feet ^^
12. had a mighty fun time and came home
at abt 8 30pm =)

kudos to the badminton shoes on my feet
that prevented disintergration of my feet for
walking and shopping so long. =)

LOVING GOD
LOVING PEOPLE
LOVING LIFE

-Cap'n Han,
ee's a beeg one, but the men ve got
the fr**king bugger down-

-Excellent. Troops,
prepare fresh ammunition.
i want them all. dead or alive.

-Men, obey the Cap'n s orders.
Use everything you ve got,
and GO GO GO!!!

-YESSIR!!

-Excellent, excellent. *rubs gnarled hands
They can run, but
they CAN't HIDE.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAS-

Battle of the O level exams-
3 more papers
2 more days.

Victory will be
-SCHWEET.

God daddy, I LOVE YOUU.
thank you thank you for being here
with me throughout the entire o level weeks
*mwah mwahh ^^
Lord, despite
-the seven percent GST hike (curses!)
-losing three marks from that logarithm q
in my A math paper one (wahhhs)
-CHEMISTRY and AMATH and FNN paper left
(can you say *UH-OH)
- feeling depresssed (Log q, you die!!)
i still love you and i want the whole world
to know of your great love too!
i wanna be a better person, ready to give
my life for you e.g. spend more time with you and
with mah great church buddies, and
be a more loving and responsible person, and
SEIZE the WORLD!!!

VICTOREEEE!!

thank God for this blissful weekend
for a wee break from my studies-

so happiee! ^^
O Levels are almost finished!!!
yea manss *psyched*
gotta show them what i ve got-
feels like i m being stuck in some
weird time dimension with no way out-
and the end of the next
SEVEN DAYS
will be the light at the end of
this dark darkkk tunnel-
two words:
COME ON!!!!
*screaming in true Xena fashion*

ps. Xena is this quite ancient
female warrior tv show-
feminism in its highest order
IN YOUR FACE. *muahahahas

juxtapose;
i didnt not want to find myself
in such an acrimonious position-
but nay,
destiny thwarted me so
caustic bitterness swept like burning acid
over my heavy heart
i felt dead- butthetorturouspainmeantiwas alive
left alone to ponder o'er my piteous fate;
oh what a state-
of juxtapose.
so alike and yet so different-
my smile of mirth
but eyes of eerie calm-
fading to its flickering dullness
betray the fact-

that a soul once inhabitted this lonely shell

ps. am a tad depressed o'er my o level ss paper
apologies for my spontaneous dark poetry
perchance understand-
thy ways one attempt to relieve ones burdens

how can mere words express
my innermost thoughts?
how can elaborate gestures
put across my earnest emotions?

and Who can understand me so
Who can love me so
and WHO can make me just so
gosh darn HAPPY a day before my
*flings math textbook for emphasis* O LEVELS!?

only You Lord,
Only You.
*beams ^^